.

its crazy how time
shucks around all the letters
typed and a couple a calls
and then its nite, and dark
you fill up the dishwasher
and realize
there is admiration and respect
for the firm decision makers
and you really haven't absorbed everything
as you should have.
trying to decide
when things should happen
instead of just letting them
happen never works -
except on the front end of things
of course. of course
the temperature
on the beach
in front of the house
that doesn't exist is perfect.
it smells like sun tan lotion.

more letters typed
later.


nite.