had a great day. breakfast at the dutch mill. with morgan nikki jay and colin lots of hot 4 player wii action with the above mentioned plus ipw and tkbs.

then went to plattsburgh to play at koffee kat with justin:


colin and a magog (us):


jay getting some sweet action from colin on the ferry on the way home:


decent!
the helpful
curves of mountains
in the fall
closer
than normal
colors of
snow hugging
white tight
to regular
days in sun
moving like
normal
like normal
all normal like
winterbourne
and summary
of samuel

the leaves
have fallen
enough so
the right
angle gives
views of
atmospheric
pressure (raising)
moving up
deer.

i m ages of fat women
in un natural pos es
fram ing things::

we have tired ness
in our back pockets
it flattens out
because we sit
on our asses all day
and finally,
after 8.5 hours,
its big enough to fit
over our heads
and blinds us
just enough that
its easier to close our
eyes and lay down
than struggle and walk around::

tempered outings
carping tidings
grieved punk
select swan singing::






saw andrew bird tonite with friends.


good nite.

that stain on your left arm
isnt a testament to your strength
your willingness to do anything
anytime
isnt an sign of spontaneity
your constant opinions arent
proof of intelligence

providing service
when ready...
i may send you a letter
of notification

on driving:
yes please

i cant think yet.
i will leave you alone tomorrow.

had band practice and recorded magogs...
then ate some bad for me food
i am full of non-healthy decisions lately
my mind wants to play and my body is flipping it off
tomorrow nite i have off, come to my house and watch a movie with me
or stay away so you wont get sick.

i am a sickly bastard.

sick sick sick

PS. if you are in plattsburgh come see colin and I play saturday at the koffee kat. we are also playing on 10/12 at red square. then the next show is at the northampton pop fest in november.

i guess i have nothing stupid to say tonite.
except what I already said, of course.

one of you should mail me a postcard if you are in another state.

tired of the heat
bring on the cold



i am the first member of colin's cult of patheticism.
which is pretty appropriate.

my stomach feels like its turning inside out really slowly
saw a okkervil river tonite but couldnt really concentrate
probably shouldnt have gone

helps with creationism. what is a person? my headphones dont go loud enough right now and I dont even have them in my head, fucking burnout, and i wonder what all these blogs like personal propaganda mean for perception. whats your perception? i'm scared. people full of ideas and no one to tell them too. who is your audience? concentrate concentrate concentrate come up with some sort of message. there must be something i need to say to you or why would i be here. what did i need to tell you. what what. apparently i just needed to fill a white box on my internet screen hole. like there is some void waiting for my word foot to fill it. and not really like hundreds of bobbing heads each with a sweat condition or pained leg, foot, stomach, spleen, ear (what have you)'enjoying' time in a certain space because its familiar and doesnt feel like home at all. whats your home like? you should talk for a while. I cant.

ab, tkbs, ipw, lake averill

went to averill after work friday, spent the nite and until afternoon saturday there (thanks ipw). then drove back for mkl's birthday dinner in richmond. everyone else stay in averill until today sometime. finished a book today, watched a ton of geese flock together, hung out downtown, watched an amazing sunset, walked home.

1. allen ginsberg
2. transparent radiation
3. empty resaurants
4. film makers ponytail
5. if you bum a cigarette stay and smoke. especially if you are a hot girl and he is an ugly boy.
6. construction workers listening to of montreal
7. squirrel watching
8. coffee smoke induce fire trucks
9. lots and lots, i cant stop reading lately yet i cant recite any of it. i dont know where it all goes. there seems to be plenty of room to fit it all in and really i think its hampering my ability to communicate because unless its written i cant make it enter my brain and even when it is written it might just be disappearing. what does that mean in relation to everything you said to me? well, dont worry, i memorized your facial expressions and can see them in the miles and miles of pipes and conduit making up the deep infrastructure of this city which work (hopefully) to make millions of peoples lives easier staying hidden under us all the time smiling, smirking, grinning, frowning and squinting, sometimes even making faint squeaking noises while working their way into our homes and therefore are always under me, near me and around me where i want your smiles, smirks, grins, squints, frowns and squeeks.
10. is you (you should know by now)

my aunt and uncle are in phoenix trying to get control of my great aunt's estate and medical issues. bad lawyer lied in court and said that he told us what he was doing. which is not true. otherwise why would we take him to court? I hope I get good news tomorrow afternoon that things went our way and we have our great aunt back in our family instead of the governments.

*sigh*