make the
bad and strong
thunder grow
to magic
and appropriate inspiration.
pin striping
whisps n room for passangers.
crunching long grass
hay field
under hooves.
sure its alright.

how well you see by snow
with the dull distant lights
n ice crystals shooting
to melt vision

tell me what how well you see means
ill be listening for your words
in the muted silence
and little clicks
of freeze

im not going dancing

that stuff

is the color

of extra atmosphere.

outside.

to bed way too early
(late enough to be no where near enough sleep)
caring more and being able to do less
the brain the brain the brain
and the laundry
it wants what it wants
tame tame tame
morals etc.

a camp with fresh weeds growing all around
in a feed the bees kind of way
cause its sweet sweet sweet
and dew fresh

breaking the law

the troubles of forgetting
and not saying
lost memories
touching chemicals and blisters
burn burn

i like it flat
not understand
 need to have lawns
when does one start smoking a pipe
conscious decisions
 n self. etc.

sea air always moves
hot land sand
cool water pool
and all that over and over stuff

make space
always

there are things you should always do
and this is one of them

there are things you should never do as well
(fall etc.)
never is less important

lets concentrate on always.

im having problem with spaces

n 100
n 100 the times

we are capable
all of us

i wonder why people try to disprove evolution when it just says that the things that procreated lasted and the things that didn't procreate didn't last.

n counts of people
through the pane shine
brown brown
 

in a thought for completion and creation with the freedom of yellow stained cloud stretched skies daily. hourly. build. make. design. create. the time as such a commodity the mature capitalist society explores its boundaries of debt as affordability and cash as building. making. designing. creating. all the things you can do with a hammer on dirt under the ever running cleaning un caring freedom of air gold. in a hole. in the sky. slowing slowing slowing ---- educrat 1968, usually pejorative; first element from education, second from bureaucrat. Said to have been coined by Claude R. Kirk Jr. (b.1926), governor of Florida. While political leaders and corporate CEOs, focusing as usual on the quarterly return, call for "workers for the new economy," their educational reforms are producing just that: students with a grab-bag of minor skills and competencies and minds that are sadly uneventful, incapable of genuine intellectual achievement and lacking any sense of continuity with the historical and cultural traditions of our society. Their world is small, bleak, and limited; their world will become ours. [David Solway, "The Turtle Hypodermic of Sickenpods," Quebec, 2000]

what is given up to be the best a reward for a sacrifice a chunk of gold painted plastic to a piece of meat eaten alone with some money thrown in on the scale somewhere to the right of center

there is a grade
based on your perception

Hello said my shaky voice, well how you doin' I start to stutter ah can't cha tell I'm ah doin' fine.

things work together everywhere all the time.
the music will be when everything makes a sound.
sometimes - with absence of knowing - combined
into drones
and sometimes there is no absence of knowing.
whichever - whatever - just remember
quit your job and work together with the sun.

oh right -- and i forgot

the red squirrels.

writing nothing except about
that which is around you
here its snow snow snow
dying trees coming alive
coyotes yelling at the fucking sky
and owls hunting. hunting
though no animals starved this winter.
not one.

there is some relief
in age
dont worry though
there will always be a source of anxiety.
i promise.

there will always be struggle.
there will always be wonder
curious and confusion.

death in the mean time
from famine or flea

shhh. i still don't know. im out of practice.

"a dog, a woman and a walnut tree. the more you beat them the better they be"

ummmmmm

i was thinking it might be nice to write some more and maybe do a reading.
that might be a stretch.

but you know

tonight things, tomorrow, things.
it would be nice to have a digital camera
and a cabin.

if talking about cabin and watching cabin and reading cabin brought cabin i would have 1,000,000

and an axe.

chaos is the future and beyond it is freedom confusion is next and next after that is the truth you gotta cultivate what you need to need

as quick triumphs
'feel the moment slip away'
there are things
like the wind blowing
n the snow not falling...
seem like mysteries
are told told told
ice freezes round the grass
roots grow deep
worms process
feet cross the bridge
n on n on n on

quick now
stick your hands
in the shit
n stir it up
it'll grow n feed
trust

i drove through the rain and through the snow. the snow disappeared and everything cleared and things then grew dark all around me.

a calmer day on the ice ground winter
feet
it creeps it creeps
and then it falls over the falls in a rush of speed
to break on the rock of needs 8 feet below
the wind colds special and slow
as a reminder of humanity
n a reminder of what is warm
like the backs of special girls
that scream when frozen hands
are shoved in their shirts