we had a close call, i didn't even see it, then another one, i hardly believed it at all.

my post from yesterday was very off. its ok though.
i decided a while ago i would not post when i am very tired.
hence less posting. but whatever.

i think i am going to marathon some things. then write a book that i will never publish. i keep going through it in my head and i think it will work. we'll see if that ever happens.

i'd like to write a book.

today i visited old people at the eye dr.
i related to them too much i think.
they were all tired and having problems functioning.
one literally was sleeping in the waiting room and i helped another dial a phone.
another old man read jokes to his old wife out of readers digest.
she just had the psychedelic injection and picture taking session.
i know what that's like.
its not funny.

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