1. the economy of, and based around, the poor, hungry, and unemployed.
2. i saw a guy try to light his zippo 6 times by snapping his fingers. then he flicked it closed with his wrist.
3. mission: pie = success.
4. split and shop. men in one store women in another.
5. kicking apples down the sidewalk.
6 - 10. you can have them all tonite. you deserve them.

a few things:

the young procreators
are not keeping up with
the old. not even close.
no balance.

heaven and hell are:
memories and
influence from interaction

that is my bible.

i've been thinking
(stupid brain)
and all this
(feeling of shit)
is the result of
absence of memory and influence
not only personal
but proof of
community.

its unsettling.

also:

things that are not appropriate.

really this has been a 6ish year log of
things that are missing
there is a lot that is here.

i have a lot of weird little relationships with people.
my friends have always known me better than my family.


do you have a tornado in pocket?
if you do its awful selfish
of you not to share.
it with me.